mais ne nous délivrez pas du mal

i like easy things
easy challenges
with easy accomplishments
baby talking

oh well 

barely talking

at all

i wanna scratch your back
or bite you
if that's easy to do too
flowers of romance
lips that taste of tears
how do i miss
cat kisses you sent
from your little dinosaur eyes

tears for bowie

knock knock

who's there

not you

not anymore

copper

have no fear little one im here to protect thee

last night i dreamed about you

you were wearing white jeans

and holding a telephone 

you had a rare brain disease

and asked me to confirm that

you were really holding a telephone

you slowly immersed half of your face

into a corrosive acid bath

the green acid dripped from your face

but it did not burn 

why isnt god giving cash prizes

let's move to manhattan

let's be friends with the neighbors

let's have lunches with the neighbors

let's drink homemade vitamin juice

it has an undertaste

let's cut your hair

it looks awful

did you really pay for that

let's have a baby

let's have a painful pregnancy

let's see another doctor

a new one

a better one

let's drink more homemade vitamin juice

all of them juices

wait no nevermind it just stopped suddenly

the pain

there is no conspiracy

what the hell rosemary

let's give birth to the baby now

satan is his father

and his name is adrian

they use blood in their rituals and the blood with the most power is baby's blood

when you mumbled
'it looks like you have never eaten anything' 
your lips barely moved at all


when you walked into that filthy crowd
like jesus on the water but not really
your feet barely moved at all


when you kissed me goodbye
a semi-confusion followed 
and the earth barely moved at all

monolithic ass face

after the nurse stuck a needle in my arm
and after my blood pressure suddenly dropped


after she complained about not being able to fill up her syringe
and after my nonexistent soul started to leave my body


that's when she offered me 
a small chocolate brownie

sophie hurts

non-exhaustive list of the things sophie said that night:


- i hope the concert starts soon


- no i dont want a drink


- i just reply 'yes' but i have no idea what you're talking about


- im not really into the cat thing


- im complicated


- ok im leaving