Idontknowland

i dont know if i should read that much

cause i dont remember what i read

i dont know if i should watch movies that much

cause i dont remember what i watched

i dont know if i should love you that much

cause i dont remember what i loved

I hate you don’t leave me

i have heard this song before

and i dont like the lyrics

nor the melody

and it’s a shame 
cause you can say 

such beautiful words

S S

i want you to unexpectedly sleep over at my place

and forget a cute piece of clothes in the morning

possibly a scarf

and i want to call you

to tell you about what you forgot here

and i wont tell you about the part

where i smelled the scarf

just to remember your smell

and right now this is really just the ‘you’ of poetry

but im hoping soon it’s gonna be You