Thursday, July 24, 2014


i dont know if i should read that much
cause i dont remember what i read
i dont know if i should watch movies that much
cause i dont remember what i watched
i dont know if i should love you that much
cause i dont remember what i loved

Sunday, April 6, 2014

I hate you don’t leave me

i have heard this song before
and i dont like the lyrics
nor the melody

and it’s a shame 
cause you can say 
such beautiful words

Sunday, January 26, 2014


i want you to unexpectedly sleep over at my place
and forget a cute piece of clothes in the morning
possibly a scarf
and i want to call you
to tell you about what you forgot here
and i wont tell you about the part
where i smelled the scarf
just to remember your smell
and right now this is really just the ‘you’ of poetry
but im hoping soon it’s gonna be You

Saturday, October 26, 2013

d├ętruire, dit-elle

autumn is here and yet i dont want it
never would i have believed
that you’d leave without me
i guess ‘i love you’ and ‘je t’aime’
never meant quite the same 

Sunday, October 20, 2013

happiness etc

i will haunt you
in your head
in your bed
in your grave
i will haunt you

but the worst thing is
you’ll haunt me too

Saturday, October 5, 2013

you and your sister

i was sitting on the bus on this rainy day
lost in the labyrinthine structure of my sorrow
when a little boy sat in front of me
and his little sister next to him
the little boy was wearing a bright yellow raincoat
with the tip of its sleeves rolled up 
so his tiny hands could emerge
(nobody not even the rain had such small hands!)

after further examination 
i realized he looked almost exactly like me when i was little

the boy kept staring and smiling at me
(possibly understanding our cosmic connection?)

boy, he even made me smile
just a little


the little boy and his sister later started making obscene gestures
looking at me and pointing towards their genitals
my bus stop appeared
this is where the old farts leave
i got off and went back into this rainy grey maze

Friday, September 27, 2013

it's my party and i'll cry if i want to

all dressed up in brown
jurassic tears rolling down my green painted face
napoleon, captain hook and terminator couldnt see it
but my sad dinosaur costume was a